Well, things have gotten considerably less dark, and I'm glad for that. I don't know, now that this one aspect of my derailment is pretty much over, I'm starting to consider myself a burden on other people. I just read Cindy's newest post, and it looks like I've transferred some of my negativity into her, lol. Sorry about that, Cindy. Though I found some salvation in school today knowing that at least one more person in my classes hasn't completely lost patience with me, I still have an empty, rotten feeling about something. Maybe I'm still not satisfied with the results, but hell if I know what the hell is going on in my teenage life. Raging hormones and all that. I wish life came with a manual. Or at least a warning sticker once it's begun.