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Dave Arvelo

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Kickin' back. [07 May 2005|06:01pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]

Haha. Drastic changes in the past week. It's all cool, though. Mad peeps are infected with this new, dynamic disease, and I swear it's like some shit outta' Dawn of the Dead. All of a sudden it explodes onto the scene, claimin' everyone in sight. More drama, but I'm still kickin' back. I think I found out who started all this, too. Gonna see what's up with that.

Changed my livejournal layout. Got bored and was tired of it lookin' like shit for the past year so I spent a little time fixin' it up. I'm satisfied.

Couple more months of school left.. all I'm tryin' to do is do what I gotta do to get the results I want for the summer and I'm good. This includes school and everything else I've set my eyes on. We'll see how it goes.

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I write as the cops drive by [28 Apr 2005|03:35pm]
Things are starting to get interesting these days.

On another note, Karaoke night was a lot more fun than I expected. Some mad funny performances, spotlight on ben and dhruv for their err.. gifts. :) I got the chance to sing up on stage too. Me and Benji performed Used to Love U by John Legend. Peeps could tell I was a bit nervous, but it was mad fun. Judges screwed us over for points, but it's all good-- I didn't go up there for points.

As for Bingo Night...didn't go, so no thoughts.

Today I went to a Chess Tourney in Yonkers High.. mainly to skip all the classes I'm not feelin' anymore. Me and Diego went, and on the bus we realized we'd be there for six hours. We were beginning to think it wasn't such a good idea, but we had a good time laughing at some of the nerds. It really isn't as bad as it sounds: a lot of the people there were actually normal. We managed to pull off third place at the tournament out of five yonkers high schools, despite the fact that me and Diego don't play chess. I think the last time I played with another human being was uhhh.. two years ago? WE ROCK CHESS.

As for prom, I've got a few ideas planned. Nothing's for sure yet, but I've got ideas. Outlandish ideas.
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[04 Apr 2005|08:57pm]
[ mood | free.. in a weird way ]


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Life is funny [08 Mar 2005|06:56pm]
[ mood | pissed enough to laugh ]

Life turns out pretty funny sometimes. I managed to go into a crazy rage, get passed into an underhanded deal by some evil peeps, and get shit-talked to a close person of mine all in one day. One thing is definitely for sure: someone definitely would've gotten the shit knocked out of 'em for something they might've done. Turns out they didn't do it, so consider yourself one lucky bastard. Whoever saw me that morning could see that I was on fire.

As for the underhanded deal, some people REALLY make me laugh, man. It doesn't bother me in the slightest, but just the fact that people go out of their way to bother me is just hillarious.

And as for this close person getting some negative feedback about me from someone else... don't believe that shit. I am the man you want. 'Nuff said.

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[18 Feb 2005|11:53pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

So yeah, things have changed, haha. Made a misjudgment somewhere, but things turn out fine anyways. Who cares? Yup, not me.

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[14 Feb 2005|08:47pm]
[ mood | complacent ]

Yo, amigos. Comin' back with another update, it seems. I was just checkin' out some Pep Rally 2004 pics and it brought back some crazy cool feelings, man. Lots of nostalgia there. Kinda makes me wish I didn't have to leave high school, seeing all my friends disappear is going to suck really bad... if I'm lucky, we'll keep contact and still chill like we used to.

[Edited to exclude pretty much everything.]

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[21 Jan 2005|02:04pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

You scored as Loner.






Drama nerd




Ghetto gangsta








What's Your High School Stereotype?
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I'm a loner, so don't bother getting to know me. I'll just shoot you out of the sky and laugh on your way down.

I've changed my attitude toward life and the people in it. Welcome to the big surprise.
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A brighter day [05 Jan 2005|11:56pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

Well, things have gotten considerably less dark, and I'm glad for that. I don't know, now that this one aspect of my derailment is pretty much over, I'm starting to consider myself a burden on other people. I just read Cindy's newest post, and it looks like I've transferred some of my negativity into her, lol. Sorry about that, Cindy. Though I found some salvation in school today knowing that at least one more person in my classes hasn't completely lost patience with me, I still have an empty, rotten feeling about something. Maybe I'm still not satisfied with the results, but hell if I know what the hell is going on in my teenage life. Raging hormones and all that. I wish life came with a manual. Or at least a warning sticker once it's begun.

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God have mercy [04 Jan 2005|03:18pm]
[ mood | fuck everything ]

These days it seems like i'm losing more and more touch with my sanity. No matter what I do, no matter how much effort I put in, I'm constantly barraged with bullshit. More bullshit. I feel like screaming and being violent because sometimes i feel like I just can't take it anymore, but I have so much self-control, and I hate the living crap out of it. I just want to let it all go, but it stays supressed. Where's the switch for calmness located? How can I turn it off? If lately you've seen me sit with my hand to my face, you know I'm toiling. I try not to tell anyone what the hell is going on with all this because I'm not a little baby bitch, but I figured it's okay to write in my journal. If you don't like what you read, or you have some sort of negative opinion about me, go fuck yourself. I hate everyone. And another thought: some people don't know how to treat other people with some fucking decency in this world. Cindy, Fedaa, and Angela, I hope you guys are having a fucking picnic. You women don't know how much you've hurt my feelings, and even if you did, I know you don't give a fuck. As far as I'm concerned, you're childish, heartless people, and I hope one day you'll realize that all the things you do can possibly damage someone's self-esteem. As far as school is concerned, FUCK IT. Fuck D'alessandro, fuck Furnari, and fuck ECC. You two bastards have ruined whatever hope I had of having a happy senior year, I hope you're really loving it, 'cause you've made my life fucking miserable. As for ECC, I love electronics, and I love the people there, but the curriculum can eat a cock. This doesn't go for Nunes, who's a good guy, but excuse me if I say I want to vomit for all the hell that course has put me through. And as I step off the podium and back into the real world, I'll welcome all the hatred and loathing and bullshit that will be handed to me, because that's all I can do. Welcome to hell, Dave. Enjoy your stay.

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Feeling blue... [30 Dec 2004|11:36pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

There's nothing really like vulnerability...

back in the gun

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